Emotional baggage

I've noticed I carry more baggage

When I don't know what I'll need;

Or said another way:

What I'll have when I arrive.

I don't even know where I'm going. 

I just want to be prepared;

Or said another way:

I want to have what I might need.

I don't know what I'll need.

So I guess I want it all...

Just in case:

In the case I need to put it all.

Perhaps I'll have it all when I arrive, 

And wish I'd left it all behind.